Happy 2 months Emmy.

x 2nd month candle light x

Today happened so fast. I can't believe it... 

A few days ago I found out terrible news. A friend had passed away suddenly under terrible circumstances and it was so sad because I remember seeing her all the time and now she's not here. I know she is with you in heaven and I hope you welcomed her with open arms. Honestly, it feels like you are still here. Today we got your balloons and also added 1 for your cousin Zoe and for our friend. It was so hard to let them go, like it felt the day I had to let you go. 

I am so amazed at the  amount of support I have gotten and the amazing moms I have met who had so much strength. Some moms have been going on years now, living with this painful feeling and I have only felt 2 months of it. I really hate knowing you won't be here to experience and live life but I am so happy I got to meet you and hold you and kiss you. 2 days I had to cram everything that would of lasted me a lifetime. I took so many pictures today for your angelversary. I can't wait to post them. I know you are happy and that you would of loved them.

We all love & miss you pretty girl! Can't wait to see you again...

Love always, 

Mommy xoxo